Summer sunshine.:D

When days comes to nights.:)

2010-11-21T06:59:00.000-08:00

Well well.. I FINALLY blog !! After what?? One year +++?? Aren't you proud of me?? :D ILLA!! see!! I'm blogging!! :D isn't it scary??? Blogging means telling stories and it's good practice for my continuous writing!! And well, it's also like talking to someone. And it's TOTALLY normal.:) Despite I'm not normal!! :D hahahahah!! Well, I love blogging and i don't know why i stopped. Maybe just lost track and sooo extremely lazy to blog BUT i'm back!! Mummy's HOME!!! That sounded dramatic but hey, it's my blog!! OKAY!! i'm going to stop so that i can watch 90210!! Bye bye little birdie.:)

PS, i want to learn french!!

Wen Ting's Tag!!

2009-07-26T06:27:00.000-07:00

Rules and regulation of the tag ;All 21 people must do unless you don't have a blog.

After doing this, tag your 21 "lucky" friends to do the same.

1 Ashy

2 Brenda

3 Bryan Teh

4 Clarissa

5 Eda

6 Ee Leng

7 Ellisha

8 Illa

9 Yzma

10 Joey

11 Kelsey

12 Michelle

13 Navjit

14 Priya

15 Ruth

16 Sandy

17 Sandra

18 Sharlyn

19 Shashy

20 Vanessa

21 Wendy

1. How did you meet 7? In school:)

2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met? never??No I won't accept it.

3 What would you do if 20 and 1 dated? Well,maybe they did??*evil laugh*

4. Have you seen 17 cried? I don't think so.

5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? Yeah maybe but 16 is already taken.

6. Do you think 11 is attractive? Gorgeous:D

7. What is 2's favourite colour? She never really tell me but I think it's either black,blue or red.

8. When was the last time you talked to 9? Last Friday??I miss her a lot now:(

9. What language does 8 speaks? English and malay and also ikan bilis language.:D

10. Who is 13 going out with? Sandy!!!

11. Would you ever date 17 ? Yessss!!She is gorgeous!!

12. Where do 18 live? Menjalara??

13. What is the best thing about 4? She is lovable:)

14. What would you like to tell 10 right now ? That I love her and thanking her for all the thing she had done for me:)

15. What is the best thing about 20? She is a good ballerina*thumbs up*

16. Have you ever kiss 2? I tried.:D

17. What is the best memory you have of 5? She gave me this bracelet for my 12th bday.Aww I love her..

18. When's the next time you're going to see 4? I'm not so sure

19. How is 7 different from 6? They go different school!!:)

20. Is 2 pretty? Undescribable that is!!

21. What was your 1st impression of 15? Haha I don't know la.

22. How did you meet 3? school:)

23. Is 5 your best friend? Yeah!!

24. Do you hate 12? No,I love her!!

25. Have you seen 18 in the last month? Yes.

26. When was the last time you saw 16? Last Friday

27. Have you been to 5's house? Yess.Funny moments.

28. When's the next time you'll see 10? Tomorrow!!!

29. Are you close to 11? Yes,I guess.

30. Have you been to the movies with 4? No

31. Have you gotten in trouble with 8? I think I would say many times.

32. Would you give 19 a hug? Yes:)

33. When have you lied to 3? No

34. Is 11 good at socializing? Yes definitely.

35. Do you know a secret about 8? A big one indeed!!

36. Describe the relationship between 12 and 18. I think they are good friends la.

37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9? She is my crap partner and she makes me laugh any given day:)

39. Have you ever had a crush on 12? no.hahaha.

40. How long have you known 2? Since standard one which is 9 years.Whoa!!

41. Does 11 have any girlfriend / boyfriend?Ju,do you?
42. Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face? No!!!Why would I??
43. Has 6 meet your parents? Hahaha.No.

44. How did you meet 11? In school!!
45. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3? I don't think so!!
46. Do you live close to 7? Nah!!
47. What is 8's favourite food? Domino..
48. What kind of car does 1 have? Bmw??
49. Have you traveled anywhere with 9? To the library!!
50. If you give 14 a $100 , What would she / he spend it on?? A cd??:)

I Love You Forever.Forever's Over.

2009-07-10T07:24:00.000-07:00

I'm soo sorry!!!I haven't been blogging for quite sometime now.So anyways life been pretty much the same.Been focusing on study.Semakin merosot already.I think I won't really be blogging that often as last year.It's just that I don't have the mood to do anything anymore.I know so LIFELESS!!I'm sick of it too.Nevermind,after PMR is over than I will be LIFEFULL again!!

Muahahahahahahaha

Okay,so anyways I want to make a quick shoutout to my July babies.:D

First there is Liyana,3A,July 4th.

Second there is Sandra which falls today the 10th of July.:D

So Happy Birthday sweeties!!!I hope better things lay ahead for you.Don't give up easily and and I love you sooooo muchie!!Well I guess that's all for now.:)I got to go.I'm so restless nowadays.Hurmphhh!!!

You Are Born In The Zoo.

2009-06-19T05:52:00.000-07:00

Another day where people gets OLD!!!Yes that's right!!It's my sister's birthday 8th birthday.She's older but apparently not wiser.So I just want to make a quick shoutout to her eventhough she don't read my blog.So "Happy Birthday" .Hopefully you will get over Barbie ASAP so my room won't be flooded with your stuff.*big smiles*She has been a good sister and a good (leakable) listener to some of my crap and secrets.Yes I do tell her stuff.Just not deep enough.There's once where I cried in front of her and she brought me tissues.I was so touched.I do love her but I just don't kow how to express:D.I bet all of you first-born got that feeling where you can/cannot live with 'em.So anyways I write enough already.

PS:My sister haven't cut and see the cake yet so here's a sneak peak at it at the bottom of the post.

The Beloved Troublemaker.

The only reason I am eating this is because it is chocolate indulgen.

I don't know how to spell it.

yum yum.

Why Do You Act Like You Don't Care???

2009-06-13T07:05:00.000-07:00

Fuhhhh!!!I just got back from 1u..It was fun.Finally get to go out with Ellisha!!!and Sandy:)Anyways not much to say but we camwhored aLOT!!!so enjoy our retardness...:D

attempt#1

attempt#2

attempt #3

attempt#4

gladiator rocks!!!

flash

my boyfriend,The Naked Cardboard Man

Psss:I bought daddy days pressies already:D*happy*

School starting soooooon!!

She's The One

2009-06-10T05:25:00.000-07:00

Today is my best friend's birthday.:DI can't believe she's already 15.Hahaha.I gotta say,tht's old!!!Nah,just joking hunny.Anyways I just want to shoutout to Bread Happy Birthday.I just want you to know that I love you so much.I always have,always will.I'm so glad to have found you.For this I thank God:DHave fun hunny:)

I'm sure you all know who is Brenda right??

God I look horrible..hahahha

Happy Birthday Brenda*again*

Suspension

2009-06-09T05:17:00.000-07:00

1 more day!!!!

Countdown:)

2009-06-09T05:15:00.000-07:00

2 days!!

yee-haww!!!

2009-06-06T22:51:00.000-07:00

Countdown to Brend-Brend's b'day!!!!!!

3 more days!!!!

Remember what you told me??

2009-06-06T20:45:00.000-07:00

Yes,I'm back!!!I love it there minus the bad air though.It's beautiful there.I capture many many pictures but the best pictures are all in my heart.*tears*Yeah I know it's been tooo long since I blog.It's so dusty and filled with webs.hehehehehe!!Well here I am blogging bout the ever so beautiful Manado. I'm there for 8 days so message and calls were not received so if anything important please take the trouble to inform me again.:)So I will blog day by day but I'm not going to elaborate all as I might forget some since it's been quite a week.

Day 1(30th May 2009)

Nothing much for the departuring day.The flight was at 4pm and we reached there around 8pm.Went and eat before going to the hotel.Anyways guess what??On the first day itself I got my boo-boo.I hit this gigantic pasu bunga.I think I was too tired that's why I never open my eyes wide to look where I walk.Well it's blue-black on the knee now.Yeah pretty much tht's all for the first day.

My daddy refer the sunglass as 'Lalat'.

Day2(31st May 2009)

Well today we didn't do much because we reached late yesterday and didn't plan any trip yet.Buttt we get to swim.Weeeee!Here some pictures.

the naked brother behind there:)

I went to the baby pool and Istill want the pelampung.hahaha.

Focus the 'Romeo & Juliet'.Awww!!

Fact #1:The butterfly is a gift from Elliss

Fact#2:The brand new Mp3 is a gift from dearest daddy:)

Fact#3:Imma vain person

Fact#4:The best scenery ever.

A walk to remember.

Day 3(1st June 2009)

Today I went snorkelling.Weee!!!Yess the corals pretty..No pictures.There will be if you buy me a waterproof camera!!

Day 4(2nd June 2009)

We went touring around the place.There are so many beautiful place here.Do you know that Tonado(I forget the spelling) is the pengeluar vegetable and fruits utama for Indonesia?Most of the mountain here is covered with all types of vegetables.It's something like Cameron Highland but way bigger.There is also an active volcano there.It is predict to erupt in hundreds years to come.And Tomohon(another part of Indonesia) is famous for their house building with wood and nothing else.No nails or screw.Ol fashioned way.A house is estimated around 5,ooo bucks ONLY!!But I think that minus the cost of shipping and taxes.But its soooo worth the money.My parents are planning to buy maybe one in KL and another in my hometown.Isn't that cool??I said maybe.After we looked at the house we went to this lake which have two colours.Isn't that amazing??Anyways on the way there my daddy asked Wadthanak to count so he did.But when he reached to...

fourty-nine,five-ty one,five-ty two..

Omg!!It was so funny.

Ta-daa!!

2 colours!!

On the hill full of vegetable.

man*random*

spoiler!!

I saw this monument and I think it's beautiful.

Day 5(3rd June 2009)

Oh yeah today we switch hotel to this hotel in town called Travello.hehehe!!Anyways we planned to go to Bitung to see this animal called Tarsius.It's a small monkey with big eyes and as big as the size of our palm.If you watch Madagascar then you might know.It's something like that.:)After the 1 1/2hours drive there,Daddy decided not to see because the entry fees is too expensive plus the 20minute walk into the jungle just don't suit my siblings.So we drive back home just like that. We went to the megamall there as it wasn't late yet.

hotel's stairs.

enlarge and you can see me in the lens

the Jungle

She left me to pose by myself:(

This photo is just to disturb Ah San

I like this.

Day 6(4th June 2009)

As today we just walk around the city and shop shop shop for souvenirs.Their stuff is kinda expensive so we didn't buy much.But there's this shop that jahit your name on the cap and it only cost 8bucks.What a save!!I wanted to buy this for Brends and Illas birthday but we don't go to the place anymore.So I have to think of other stuff to buy for them.Illa I am so sorry for the super late present.Bare with me it will come someday.

Childish1!!

Butts of the Khgswns!!!

yeah!!I'm branded!!

best sunset ever

fact#5:The sunset set at 6pm there!

Day 7(5th June 2009)

Today went snorkelling again.:DWe went to Bunaken.This place is famous for it's beautiful corals and fishy.

look at the cloud shape.It reminds me of the Aladdin genie

Splash!!

Shallow.

Starry-starry fish.

Camouflage.

Omg!!!so freaking big huh??

Snorkelling marks.

It looks like L.O.V.E. right??

Did I mention I got 7 scars from the corals.A sting from the jellyfish.A sunburn at the butt.Now its all red in the butt.And dry skin due to dirty waters and prolong exposure to the sun and dirt.

Day 8(6th June 2009)

It's time to say goodbye to Manado.Out of the blues that Out of the Box song struck me there and then.Well Air Asia delayed the flight until 9pm.We wait until we got bored.Ughh!!

Like father

like son!!!

Reached KL this morning around 1am.So tiring.SOOOO I 'm home and honestly seriously I miss you guyss.It's good to be home with all my loved ones.:)

You say it best.

2009-05-29T07:21:00.000-07:00

Oh yes.

To all my teachers.

Happy Teachers day

I just want you to know I love and appreciate all that you done for me.I couldn't find words to thank you enough.I love my teachers so much.

Psss:I know teachers don't read blog.Except Pn. Isya.:)

You belong with me

2009-05-29T06:27:00.000-07:00

Oh my god!!!Exams over and here comes the *drum roll* HOLIDAYS.I am excited to leave here and clear of my mind(again!).Yes, this time I am goin to Manado,Sulawesi,Indonesia.I am soo gonna have so much fun and

PSSS:Joey,you were right.It wasn't worth it.:)

So I made a promise to myself to have fun and not think about anything but suntanned,watching the sunset and everything that have to do with the beach.God,I know you are jealous Joey and Brenda.Muahahaha*Rico style*.

Anyways,no worries I will try to get as much souvenirs for you guys.Well I just want to say gooodbye and take care.I love you guys so much.

Joey,Brenda,Illa,Iqin,Ismah,Sha Sha,Sandy,Ruth,Eda and all of my friends.

*Sorry if I forgot to mention your name.Kinda busy*

And to the Pulau Rendang-nians,Have the time of your holidays:DThat's all,enjoy your holidays.Once again Happy Holidays.

Manado here I come!!

Missing Memories

2009-05-08T06:41:00.000-07:00

I am very bored right now.So I decided to look through all those memories pictures.So I decided to post those picture just for the fun of it. Take a look and enjoy a good laugh:)I will be doing this on and off.Many oldpics will be up.

This was after tuition and we cam whored but I like this picture best

This picture was taken during an outing to OU.She look so hot.

Joey's 2008 birthday splash:)

My very own grafitti:)

hahaha.Nothing better to do on a rainy day

hahaha.Happy days huh?

Project finishing day(4 sivik)

end up camwhoring a lot.

Ruthy and me

My very first pan mee making:)*proud*

Starbucks.how I missed it:)

Jo's b'day 2008:)

Love Conquers All

2009-04-29T06:16:00.000-07:00

I'm currently looking at a few of my friends blog and they all look so emo.To see all of them hurt so much in many ways.I hate seeing people's pain.I rather feel it myself than let the suffer.The look on their face really makes my heart shattered.I know this person and yes,the person is a very good hidder.Although this person smile and act like normal,I still see the pain that was hidden in those eyes.Well when I see them it just makes me want to break down and cry.I don't know how to reach out to this person.I don't know what is wrong.I just.Well I guess there's nothing much I could say.Although there is many many things up in my head.

I been thinking again lately and I been reallly confused about everything that is happening around me.I don't know where I stand.I am not sure when I am going to fall.Flat on my butt.Memories I feel everyday cutting me deeper and deeper every single day.How do I stop it??I don't want to go through this shit again.It's true what they say.You never appreciate what you had until it's gone.Many times it's been told but still people making atupid mistakes.Does it really take a deathbed to realise??Does it matter anymore then??What stopping you??Seriously things haven't been great.My marks are falling and i am a mess.Honestly,is it too much to ask to let me be happy??I hate faking a smile.I hate being this I-don't-care-about-a-damn-thing kind of person.In fact I hate being alone.I know it's been a while since I really even cast a proper smile and I am so sorry to those around me.I didn't mean anything to hurt you.

"I want to let you know how much I feel your pain"

"i be lying if I told you losing you was something I could handle."

I can't deny your eyes.

2009-04-24T06:32:00.000-07:00

I know I haven't been blogging for a solid 12 days.Well I am making up for it now.You know what??I finally watched Alvin and The Chipmunks.After several decades.It is so cute.I really want to pinch their cheeks or something.I like Theodore(Jesse McCartney:D-that explains why) so much.Seriously!!

Anyways,the whole of the weeks was good.I never thought I would say this but I am getting better in time and hopefully REMAIN that way.I been better.Well partially a lie but STILL!!I been thinking lately and many lessons learned.Since its exam week there is sooo many examples that potrays the way I been for the past *ashamed* 4 months.That's right.Well I got a good reason for the drastic behaviour.I think I am handling it very well consider the rate of the that was drop on me.But yeah I blame myself.

Today during Pj,Joey or as I prefer Yep Tee Nee had make up this thing for us to do during Pj.It's called PJ Retards after going through a process of shortening.So we will act as retards during Pj and I gotta vote YTN for being the biggest retards of all time.She's a legend.:DYou know what she did??She invented the slow running competiton ever.And also The-If-You-Move-Then-You-Run comp.Seriously*clapping* you live your title.Scientificly proven.Muahahaha!!Then after that,change and go back to class for effing science.Yes,can you believe??I got so low I have to hide it from my mum.She will say that I took two tution classes and still get assing result then she send me away to miltary school=boarding school.Haiyo!!So was freaking frust during recess.Let off all the steam and finally after what seems like an eternity I get better.So it was then Maths.And sivik.Do you know I practically embaressed myself by singing so loud and out of tune??Well nevermind.Laugh a lot and it remains that way until I found out my phone line was cut off because of idiotic service.All in a day.Isn't it too much??Just so tired tired tired of living the same routine all the time.

Anyways, I been wanting to say this.I found out that,Ismah is very very childish.You are B-U-S-T-E-D.Muahhahahaha!!I am sorry if that is offending but I need people to know that I am not as childish as Ismah,Illa,Iqin,YTN,Brenda(several times),Liyy,Sha sha.See, so childish but that's why I love them!!:D

Okay gotta go already.good night and buh-bye.

Illalalalalala.

2009-04-12T06:07:00.000-07:00

AHHH!!Illa is fifteen yesterday.:)I'm sorry I didn't post this yesterday because I was very very sick and I can't even freaking get up.Man that was horrible.Anyways I just want to wish you a Happy Belated Birthday again and presents will be late as I am not so free now.Sorry illa.I love you so much.I am so happy that you are older.hahaha.It makes me feel much better to know I am young.:) I'm so glad you had fun on your birthday.So thats all.:)

She is 15:)

her lan ci look.(so called)

she look soo cute

specially made for you hun:)

Catch me when I fall:)

2009-04-10T06:28:00.000-07:00

I'm so sick of being sick and tired.Yeshh,currently with the friggin' high fever.So tired and my body ache.But I'm strong so I will pull it off easily.Smiles.

I will never let you fall,

I will stand up with you forver

"You caught me at hello."

-So many things left unsaid.-

Cause you always be my thunder.

2009-04-03T06:45:00.000-07:00

Totally Random but love it

Btw,this is my newest plushy toy addiction:D

The name is mooey!!

not because it's Joey.:D

Cause we rock!!

2009-04-03T06:31:00.000-07:00

I know it's kinda late to blog about last monday's KKG outing but I got a lot picture and I don't know what to do with them so here goes all the pictures and I love 3 Amanah cuz we rock(Camp rock style):D

Crappy partners for always:D

I just love her:)

Retards

the hottie(Brend) & the nottie(rissy)

see what I meant??

I like this pic:D

Kuching:)

My walk home buddy

my monkey woman:)

my crap,cat-loving partner:)

Soooo,like I said.3Amanah rocks!!!Lovesss

Love in August

2009-03-28T07:28:00.000-07:00

I am a superhero!!I turn off the lights on Earth Hour.However,many many Malaysians never turn of their lights.Sad la.Seriously,don't they love the Earth??Come on la,it's just an hour .Was it so hard?Sacrifice a bit.People nowadays are so selfish.That's just sickening.Fine I don't want to talk about that kind of people.Ruined my mood only.

So I want to take this oppurtunity to wish all my kawans super duper Happy 15th Birthday.:DI know you are not excited about getting old but someday you have too.But what's in your heart matters most.When I see you smiling it always always touch my heart.It's just wrong to see you all down and seriously speaking I never wish to see you down.Never.If I could wish for one thing,I will take the smile that you bring.I really just want to let you know how much you mean to me..

Sandy(24th March)

Priya(25th March)

Ashiqin(27th March)

and lastly

Joey Yep Tee Nee(29th March) which falls tomorrow.

Happy birthday babes!!

Sos

2009-03-22T06:58:00.000-07:00

Do you think somebody likes the same as person you do?
I don't know:)

What's your opinion on pot?

You mean Persatuan Orang Tinggi??annoying!!how they get soo tall?

Do you want to see somebody right now?

many body actually!:D

Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?

my brother and yes I would kiss him.:)

Who was the last person you cried in front of?

Myself.:p

Do you listen to songs when you're down?

yes and guess what i got emo-ier.

Have you ever hugged someone named Joe?

No.When I do then I will tell:)

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?

A short while if i am very tired.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?

pot??

Have you ever been kissed in a bedroom?

no.

Is there someone you will never forget?

make that cannot forget.Yes.

Do you like somebody right now?

Yes,does it matter??

Where is your ex right now?

am i suppose to know??:)

What do you currently hear right now?

Gives You hell by All American Rejects

Has anyone ever broken your heart?

Yes.Could I blame them?

Is there anyone you trust 100%?

Yeah.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?

Idk.I never had my 1st.

Last place you went to that took more than 15 minutes and when?

hometown.last friday

Will this weekend be a good one?

Yeah it is.

Is the last person you hugged older than you?

nahh..

What would your name be with the first three letters?

Ris:D

Are you someone who worries too often?

I go with the flow

Would you ever donate blood?

Definitely in my to-do list.

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?

depends.

What was the last thing you cried about?

many things actually:)

Do you prefer sweet or sour candy?

Sweet:)

Has someone ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
Idk.

Do you get distracted easily?
Yes. =X

Who sits in front of you in math class?

My class assistant:)

Do you like to cuddle?

yup:)

When's the last time you laughed really hard?

Yesterday.

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?

My aunt's room.

Would you ever get a tattoo?

maybe.:)

Have you ever kissed anyone with a name that starts with J or C?

yesh:)

What are you wearing? Are you decent?
my nighties.idk.

Do people easily fool you?
not really

Do people get into your business?
maybe

Who are they?

anoymous

Can you last in a relationship for more than 5 years?

I can but can him??

Is it true that first love will never be forgotten?

maybe.

Is your life private?

not so.:D

Why's that?

i let people in laaa.

Are you drinking right now?

nahh.
Who's hurt you the most?

idk.:)

Taggggg

;1. Brenda.

2.Priya.

3. ismah.

4. Kelsey.

5. Saeda.

6.Ashiqin.

7. Nabillah.

Continuation from last blog.

2009-03-20T00:16:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah.Another picture.The had the most beautiful grafitti but I can oonly post one of them.I love this one.It's on the way to my next hotel.

Take a look:

Sorry for un-zoomable.

I called it love

2009-03-19T22:53:00.000-07:00

Okay people I can finally upload pictures about the trip to Jogjakarta.:DSo lets start.

14th March
I woke up around half past nine to get ready to go to the airport.Well didn't get enough sleep but still so energized.So get ready and on the way stop by my cousin's house to fetch my aunt who are going with us.Well after that camwhored in the car for a while before reaching airport.:DNot so obvious right the eyebags*wink*

i like my curls

yee-haw

ily.:)

After that reach there about 5pm(their 4pm) and a driver my dad booked.It took almost an hour to reach our destination.Well that place is so beautiful.It has a field as big as a golf range.When we reached there,they served us tea and this keropok so sedap.Jealous much?*evil laugh*So then we get ready for dinner since its already twilight.I finally find an appropriate line to use it.So happy.Since maybe most of you don't know what my parents look like so here are pictures where i camwhored with them.My daddy can be nominated for hottest dad in my world.hahaha.My mommy pula so hard to get her to smile.But I love to camwhored with her.My bestie in my world.hahha.So funny la..

Attempt#1:No espression

Attempt#2:Not bad!!!

Attempt#3:Perfecto*wink*

Attempt#1:Successfully hot:D

Well after that went and had dinner so place I forgotten already and went back to the hotel to get some rest.No,no I remember where we had dinner.In the hotel.:DAnd we watch this movie about their history.

Rating:5/10

15th March

Well rise and shine.Had breakfast.Went to the first destination.Candi Burubodur.I think that's how you spell it.Climb up until the peak.*proud*Lots of people up there.Mostly students.Pictures!!

nice huh?

the carving on the stones.

I like the sunlight effect:D

Synopsis abouth the place:It was built in ancient time.The building is build out of rock.They practically arrange it just like that without pencantum.Anyways,this building have carving all over it.The carving tells many stories.It is mostly to buddha religion.How the buddha is born.And moral stories mend to teach people lessons about life.Make 3 rounds on each floors you get about around ten stories about life.Beautiful place.You know the tajam cone on the building??well inside there is a buddha.Overall there is 72 tajam cone if I am not wrong.And rumors said that if you touch the buddha's hand statue then you will find true love.But I don't know whether it's true or not but I did touch for luck.*smile*

After that went and had lunch in this nice place.It was surrounded by the paddy field.Had lunch then bla bla.Oh yeah,camwhored in the car.As usual.

Fish mouth

goofy people

the hottie(me)&the nottie(daddy)

joking dad!!!

This is for jOEY.Nice vest right?Jealous much??*evil laugh*

Well second destination.The volcano mountain.This baby right here blast 2 to 3 years ago.I had the picture.The beore and after but I can't post it.Sorry.I went to the peak also.*proud*The view is just so beautiful huh Joey??

Third destination.The Candi Phrambanan.Not much to say about it.So her goes the picture.:D

That's all for day 2.

16th March
Today there is nothing much as we go on a SHOPPING SPREE!!!Had a lot of fun though i didn't buy much.Resention.Is that how you spell it??Oh yeah my daddy and me went to this guitar shop and almost bought a guitar but then he don't want to buy first.*dissapointed* but I guess it's okay.They sell this shirt that reads:

I love my girlfriend

'Original affair'

It's kinda funny.And there's one more that says:

Sperm-man

So that's all.Went back on the 17th March.Had lots of fun:D

Toodles!!!

Tag,You're it:D

2009-03-18T06:25:00.000-07:00

Rules & Regulations

* Do not copy answers.

* Tag questions must be 100% same.

* Tag people before doing the tag
I tag:

1.Joey

2.Brenda

3.Ashiqin

4.Nabilah

5.Ismah

6.Saeda

7.Ellisha

8.Priya

9.Kelsey

How do you know 1? (Joey)

In primary school:)

What would you do if you never meet 2? (Brenda)

That's horrible.I would cry alot:(

What would you do if 3 & 4 dated?(Ashiqin& illa)

Nothing:)

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?(ismah &Saeda)

yeah they probably would:)

Do you think 7 is attractive?(Ellisha)

absolutely:)

Would you date 8?(Priye)

if i was lucky enough then absolutely*wink*

Tell me something about 9.(Kelsey)

Gorgeous*drool*

What’s 1’s favourite past time?(Joey)

studyin??

What language does 2 speaks?(Brenda)

Variety:)

Who is 3 going out with?(Ashiqin)

Me:D

How old is 4?(nABILAH)

14 going to 15

When was the last time you talked to 5?(Ismah)

last Friday

Who is 6’s favorite singer?(Saeda)

dk.She never tells me.

Would you date 7?(Ellisha)

could I ever.

Is 8 single? (Priya)

maybe

What’s 9’s last name? (Kelsey)

Wong Chyi En:Dcorrect spelling?

Tic-tag:)

2009-03-18T06:10:00.000-07:00

Directions: Once you've been tagged, you've to write a blog or a note on Facebook with 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose 10 people to tag, listing their names & why you choose them. Don't forget to leave them a comment ("you're it") and to read your blog. You can't tag the person that tagged you. Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog/note, so I can see your weirdness. (:

1.I am childish.

2.Sometimes I laugh and cry at the wrong moment

3.I am officially weird-ooo:) but I'm proud of it

4.I don't think I can pass PMR

5.I hate/love sun burn

6.I suck in making decisions

7.I don't have a goal to achieve

8.I am starting to listen to loud music

9.I love Tolberone(Who doesn't?)

10.I like to eat( alot)

11.I am full of craziness

12.I love a good cry.You get to sleep wayy easier.

13.Joey and Brenda are the love of my friend life.What else can I say?? tee hee

14.I love lamborgini*drool*

15.I don't understand life.

16.I love Edward Cullen!!

I tag:
Brenda,Ismah,Ellisha,Sandra,Sandy,Illa,Ashiqin,Saeda,Kelsey and Sharlyn:D

You know I love you so:)

2009-03-13T09:08:00.000-07:00

It's a long time ever since I blog.So here I am in the dawn and yet to sleep blogging about my last weekend activity.As you all know that last weekend was my school sports day right right??Almost couldn't make it for the sports day though.Anyways,most of my kwns who either shifted or different school came over.Ellisha,Redza and also Teong Liang.I hate to admit it but its either I am shorter or they grow very tall already.*angry*Shit,more jumping coming right up!!;DSports Day was a blast and after sports day I went back hometown and it was super duper tiring.But I enjoy it.Slept an hour in the car and listening to music and to being retards with my sis and finally cam-whore with the beautiful scenery. So I just mahu You ppl to tgk my fringe la:D So panjang already.

Retard

never fails to calm my saraf:D

the cloud is beautiful huh?

Anyways,my cousin has a jar full of baby crystal and when I was playing with it I discover a gigantic sprematooza.(under 15 don't be suprised)teehee.It was so big.even my naked eyes can see it.It's like the size of my thumb.It's so....spermy..hahaha.And its in blue which make perfect sense.

*ta daa*

So after that,end of journey:D

tht's my generation*simple plan**shy*

Btw,I am off to Jakarta for 2 couple of days.So please miss me as I will miss you too.Tht's kinda funny la.I love you,Joey,Brenda,Ruth,Iqin,Illa,Sandy,Suraj and practically everyone.Just a short reminder to say I love you and take care because I care.Another funny one.Bye bye love ones.

muaxx and hugs
love ya.

Goodbyes?Not wanted..

2009-03-04T04:53:00.000-08:00

Today I looked back at all the memories I use to own.Do you know what it feels like to lose almost everthing and all you can do is sit down and think about all the time that we do not care to appreciate and cherish?Well i do and its not really a thing I like to enjoy.Especially those good memories .Have you ever feel lost and there's no one to lead you back on the right path?Been there,done that.Time is so precious that eventhough you let go a second you might miss a lot of thing.I guess you could say i miss a lot of thing in my life.Sometimes everybody give me different reasons.Which one should I believe?I want so badly to believe what I hear but my heart won't let me.It's just so wrong.

I still think a lot about it although it's been about months away.As much as I want to forget it,it keeps on replaying the same thing in my mine.You said move on,where do I go?I'm just so tired of everything and I mean everyfreakingthing.I still think a lot and I really don't know what to do.I never though something could destroy me so badly.How I wish I was looking into your eyes.Cause there is where I like to stay.

I'm just so mad at myself.I'm just so tired of being lifeless all the time.Why wouldn't you tell me those stuff?those words I never want to hear.And stuff at home don't seem like a wonderland either.Yeah everything oh-so-dramatic in my PMR year.Honestly,I'm speechless.Never want to say a thing anymore.

Love is blind but wonderful:)

2009-02-19T05:27:00.000-08:00

It's a wonder how there so much too say in this picture but also there is nothing left to say.So what really does the picture represent?Is it anger?hurt?broken?hopeful?You tell me.There is so much more that just that actually.It's everything.Sometimes it does hurt but sometimes that what makes you happy.It's so wonderful.But why oh why must we hurt?It's also stupid.But one thing for sure do appreciate every moment you have because you will never know when would be the last.It's the most beautiful thing i the world.Also not to mention is the cure to all type of sickness.So enjoy love because it's the most precious thing you could get.:)I love you:D

Awake

2009-02-14T05:49:00.000-08:00

Well something I really want to know is why?I want to know what is in your head.What's your mind,body and soul says.I want you to let it all out.To me.I want to be there for you.I wanna feel your pain like it was my own.Please don't suffer alone.Please let me in your life.I know maybe I had no rights to force you but I see you suffer no matter how hard you tried to hide it.It's not working on me.You can't just pretend like its not there.You know you can't hide any longer.So please tell me what you really want to say.What you are not telling me.Before it's too late and you never will have the chance to tell me.

Say It Like There's No Tomorrow(sigh)

2009-02-06T04:07:00.000-08:00

Yeah I want to know why it hurts??I don't understand.Why?Please tell me.I don't want to run away but I can't handle it either.I just feel like I want to rip of my heart,slash my wrist just to feel what pain really is.I may not know what others feel about pain but what I feel about pain is that it is a pain in my freaking heart.Its true what they say,some words just cut through me like a knife and it was not even sharp.I want to scream and cry and just let go but I don't know if I can.I lost faith in myself.I don't know anything anymore.I want to go on but some stuff they don't just go away.THEY WON'T GO AWAY.In this maze it blocks my way and make me stop dead track in my spot.

Somehow when I see you smile I feel happy because all I really want was for you to be happy.It just make my day.Everytime I see you I want to run but I looked back to see the smile on your face.And guess what?One of the reason I try to move on is because of the smile.That warm smile I miss so much.It was what i use to depend on to get my confidence level up.Even though I am learning to move on again,I will stand broken hearted.Maybe I am to blame for everything.I really am sorry for everything.Just so you know,I really appreciate the time we spend,the days that pass us and everything about it.So thanks for the memories.And if Joey or Brenda you are reading this please don't be angry.I know i know don't emo but there's a reason to everything right?And this post has a certain meaning to me.And no matter what,I still love you even though it won't be the same anymore.

Actually this is somehow private and confidental but it's okay.It doesn't matter anymore.

Dreams

2009-02-02T04:55:00.000-08:00

This morning I woke up to a terrible nightmare.But I somehow couldn't wake up from it.It keeps on drowning me into it.I couldn't wake up.When I eventually did,I started crying because it was so horrid.At first the dream was what I really hope it could be but in the end..was just plain scary.But now everything is okay and hopefully it would remain like that.I really thought my sleeps are the safest place of all but they don't turn out to be so.

Guess we can't have it our way.It so sick having to live life the way it was.Unfair.Annoying. Suicidal.I really feel like shit right now.I don't know why.Well thats all.Honestly you don't have to read it.bye bye.:)

Untitled:)

2009-02-01T07:07:00.000-08:00

I love you!!!

(random)

On top Of the world.Tag,your it!!!:D

2009-02-01T06:26:00.000-08:00

The Rules.

1. Put your music player on with all your music, then shuffle.

2. Press forward for each question.

3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!

4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

Results.

1. How are you feeling today ?
Song : Boys Like Girls-Hero heroin.
Me : True.I don't know why.

2. Will you get far in life ?
Song : Avril Lavigne-who knows.
Me : True.Who knows?So enjoy life.

3. How do your friends see you ?
Song : Boys like girls-Up against the wall.
Me : I guess so.

4. Will you get married ?
Song : Boys like Girls-dance hall drug.
Me : I don't know??

5. What is your best friend’s theme song ?

Song : Check Yes Juliet-we the kings.
Me : I think so.

6. What is the story of your life ?
Song : Secondhand serenade-Vulnerable
Me : I myself also don't know.

7.What was high school like ?
Song : Boys like girls-The great Escape.
Me : Drama and this song is like tempting me to escape..get it??

8. How can you get ahead in life ?
Song : boys like girls-Broken man.
Me : hahaha.I also don't know la.

9. What is the best thing about your friends ?
Song : Scouting For Girls-She's So Lovely.
Me : Yes,they are lovely.No,I am not gay.But what that came from them matter most to me.I love you:)

10. What is in store for this weekend ?
Song : Rehab-Rihanna.
Me : huh?I am going to rehab?

11. To describe your grandparents ?
Song : Savage Garden-I knew I love you.
Me : I love them eventhough I don't know them(not all).

12. How is your life going ?
Song : Boys like Girls-Me,You and Medication
Me : maybe I am okay,maybe I am not.

13. What song will they play at your funeral ?
Song : Bunkcherry-Sorry.
Me : I want to apologize to everyone i love and knew.

14. How does the world see you ?
Song :Rihanna-Cry.
Me : Craps.

15. Will you have a happy life ?
Song: Kelly Clarkson-Behind These Hazel Eyes.
Me : I guess no but things change,right?

16. What do your friends really think of you ?
Song : Selena Gomez-Tell Me SoMething I don't Know.
Me : hahaha

17. Do people secretly lust after you ?
Song : Say Goodbye-Chris brown
Me : that would be a no.

18. How can I make myself happy ?
Song : Demi Lovato-Get Back.
Me : Will it happen?no.

19. What should you do with your life ?
Song : Mamma Mia-Abba.
Me : Yup,here I go again.

20. Will you ever have children?
Song: Honey Honey-Mamma Mia.
Me: We'll seee.

I tag:

Priya, Brenda, Kelsey & Ismah.

Me,me and more me>.<

2009-02-01T06:07:00.000-08:00

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smoke?yes because I wouldn't want to live without you and partly because its dangerous.

2. How about drinking?I advice not.

3. Do you like someone you can't have?Yeah but does it matter?

4. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?It won't do good if you hide?

5. What's your favourite sport?I used to cheer.:)

6. Its Saturday night, and you're home alone... what do you do?on9

7. Do you like roller coasters?Yes.LOve it.

8. When's the perfect time to have a bf/gf?A perfect time?never.

9. If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?Taylor lautner,babey! :D

10. What are you doing this weekend?Tuitions.

11. What is your favourite restaurant?Depends.:)

12. Have you ever hugged someone?Not in a while.

13. Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?No.

14. Do you like anyone right now?maybe.

15. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?I don't look.

16. Which do you prefer, Beach or Mountains?Definitely beach.

17. What kind of phone do you have?Sony K750i

18. Computer or Laptop?Both.

19. Jeans or Sweats?Sweats.

20. Which year(s) has/have been the best so far?None.

21. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?Fifteen

22. What should you be doing right now?sleep.I am sick

23. What is your favourite TV show?I write you a list.

24. What's been your last purchase?food?

25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?Not at all.

26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?I don remember

27. What do you do when you're at home?Homework.

28. What is your favourite subject?Maths and science! :DDDD

29. What's the best thing that's ever happened to you?To ever find you.

30. Tag 10 people

anyone who is will to do.:D

wink

2009-01-30T22:35:00.000-08:00

I've got a new hair cut!!!I feel it looks kinda hilarious on me though.But my bangs are too short I scared I can't pin in school.Damn it la.Anyways I know its kinda late but Happy Chinese New Year!!!If happen any adult drop by(which is impossible),Gong Xi Gong Xi angpao na lai.*innocent*Just kidding!Well since its a happy post I wouldn't want to ruin it.Here is some pictures on my new hair cut.Please don't comment.I know its ugly,okay??

Your co-operation is well appreciated!!

*wink*

She bangs,she bangs!!

Peek-a-boo

You will always be my thunder

Don't hide:D

Yup,honestly don't hide because I will always find you no matter where you are.

I want to appreciate time while I still have because I never know what's gonna happen next...

Dirty little secrets..

2009-01-27T04:29:00.000-08:00

I am so freaking tired of life!!

Half alive

2009-01-24T05:11:00.000-08:00

I finally get to blog.Well I just want to say that lately I kinda been quite down and emo-ish and moody and I want to apologize to all my friends for worrying.I've got a reason to be like that but I just can't tell.I know I can't avoid this forever but trust me I can handle it.Well okay I can't but you know I will try right??Just have a little faith in me.Well actually I didn't notice changes in me but from everyone's observations I clearly changed.I am so sorry that I don't have my laughing receptors anymore.My receptors are rejecting it.

I don't know la what is happening to me.I feel like I don't have a life anymore.I am just tumpang-ing this body.I feel so empty.Almost emotionless.I lost what I was depending on for happiness.Why can't those 3 months be longer?Why can't I enjoy happiness longer?I just want to be happy.Its that too much?I kept on wondering what I did wrong?Last year I cried through my form 2 life and didn't enjoy much which I should have.But some friends help me brighten up and get me through the year.But like always.People come and go.I guess you just can't stay any longer.

I didn't think I would miss you so much but yeah i really do.There's a lot of people I left behind each time I take a big step forward.And I am always too late to put things the way it was.Everytime I said something it was always past tense.At this point,I really need you but I guess I don't deserve you.Part of me is not with me just the way you left me those memories.If there is one thing I don't believe now it is going to be myself.I can just fall anytime without realizing. I can just break down anytime.Sometimes the simplest question was harder than to think for me to answer it.I am just no good for lying.I don't dare to look in your eyes and pretend it is alright because I'm not.I hate lonely moments.Because I knew I would start tearing and looking back in the past.

So conclusion,I just want to apologize for my bitching behaviour and thanks for the concern.I appreciate it.Love you lots!Oh yeah if you manage to get here,sorry for the crap.I just need to let out.Happy Chinese New Year!

Tags not price tags:)

2009-01-24T04:54:00.000-08:00

---About ME---
[x] Name: Rissara

[x] Eye colour: Brown

[x] Hair colour: Darkish brown

[x] Righty or Lefty: Righty.

[x] Zodiac sign: Scorpionists:)

---YOU PREFER---
[x] Pepsi or coke: definitely pepsi

[x] McDonald’s or Burger King : MCD! (:

[x] Adidas or Nike: Nike. Just do it.

[x] Chocolate or vanilla: Choco-late

[x] Cappuccino or coffee : I don't drink

---DO YOU---
[x] Smoke : No.

[x] Take a shower : Twice a day. ;)

[x] Have a crush[es] : Heartbroken

[x] Do you think you’ve been in love? : Yes, and I hope I would again.

[x] Want to get married : Never really think about it.Not now

[x] Believe in yourself : At this point,no!

[x] Play an instrument : Nope. I'm talentless.

---HAVE YOU EVER---
[x] Missed school because it was raining? : Nope.

[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them? : Yessy

[x] Cried during a Movie? : Yes yes.

[x] Had a crush on a teacher? : Maybe if hes hot which apparently no

[x] Been in a fight: A few arguments.
---NUMBER OF---
[x] Number of boyfriends/Girlfriends you’ve had: No comment

[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: Not many but enough for me

[x] Number of CDs that I own: You want a list?

[x] Number of tattoos: Soon going to be one

[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: A lot

---DO YOU BELIEVE IN---
[x] Yourself: nope

[x] Your friends: Yes, my close ones.

[x] Santa Claus: I do.

[x] Ghosts: yup

[x] God: obviously yeah

---FRIENDS AND LIFE---
[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: Well I don't really like my name last time but now I do.Alot!

[x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: Past tense.

[x] Do you like anyone?: Yes but that no longer matter

[x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: We are all different and we fit each other perfectly

[x] Who have you known the longest of your friends?: I've got short term memory

[x] Who do you hang around the most?: Well Brenda,Joey and Ruth the most but I spend time with others also but just lesser than this triplets

[x] What's the best feeling in the world?: Appreciating life

[x] Worst Feeling?: Crying,emo and being alone

---IN THE LAST 24 HOURS---
[x] Cried: Yes.

[x] Worn jeans: Nope.

[x] Met someone: Of course.

[x] Talked on the phone: no

---OPPOSITE SEX---
[x] Best eye color: I could gaze at any eye colour

[x] Best hair color: I prefer brown

[x] Best height: Just a lil' taller than me

[x] Best weight: Doesn't matter.

[x] Best first date location: Don't care coz all I see is you

8 person to TAG:

Brenda,Illa,Ismah,Sandy,Priya,Sharlyn,Navjit,Shash

I still..

2009-01-09T21:32:00.001-08:00

Well well.The title might not say it all for you but for me it say so many things already.Yes I still miss you.I still miss your smile.But I guess whatever that is gone I can't bring it back no matter how hard I try.I guess I just have to live with the memories you left me with.Those days I can't stop smiling thinking of you but now I can even fake a smile properly.It look so artificial I don't even trust myself with that smile.

I really lost myself this time.Sometimes I just wanna give up on trying to be okay.Seriously,who am I to kid?I can't even pull myself up together.I don't feel alive anymore.Its like I am dying inside out.Its killing me so badly.I guess people just come and go.I guess I just have to accept it the way it is.

This morning I had this dream.It was the best dream after all of this thing.If it was up to me,I will never want to wake up.I want to stay there in dream land.I don't want to wake up and face the real world.But I have to face it.For me,now the time I always wait to arrive is my bedtime.I don't have to think about anything during those time.It is the only time I feel...nothing completely.

But now all I am able to do is live through it and wait until the pain goes off which I know it won't be too soon.

Behind These Hazel Eyes

2009-01-05T04:47:00.000-08:00

Rules:
I.Put your iTunes/any other players on shuffle.
II.For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
III.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!IV. Tag friends who might enjoy doing this.

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
bottom of the ocean-Miley cyrus or Behind This Hazel-Kelly Clarkson

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Your Guardian Angel-The Red Jumpsuit

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
London Bridge-Fergie

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
She's The One-idk

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
These Hard Times-Matchbox 20

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Tell Me something I don't Know-Selena Gomez

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Truly Madly Deeply-Savage Garden

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Please Don't Stop The Music-Rihanna

10. WHAT IS 2+2?
Because Of you-Kelly clarkson

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Scouting For Girls-She SO lovely

12. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I miss you-Miley Cyrus

13. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I've Got It From My Mama-Will.I.Am

14. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Jonas Brother-Lovebug

15. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Summer Sunshine-The Corrs

16. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
How Do you Sleep-Jesse McCartney

17. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Cry-Rihanna

18. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Girls Just Wanna Have Fun-Miley Cyrus

19. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
I will Be Here Waiting For You-Richard Marx

20. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Sorry-Bunkcherry

21. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Like A knife-Secondhand Serenade

22. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
bottom of the ocean-Miley Cyrus

23. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Like A Knife-Seondhand Serenade

24. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Tell Me something I don't Know-Selena Gomez

I tag:Brenda,Ismah,Illa,Sandy and ashiqin

untitled

2009-01-01T06:43:00.000-08:00

I grew fat!!

New mission possible 2:Diet!

Truly,madly and deeply in love

2009-01-01T05:54:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year again!!!Well didn't really do much on this year new year.Nothing much to celebrate.Today went and buy school stuff.At last.Didn't really buy much because I planned to use last year's stuff.Why waste when you can reuse??

Cute right??:)

Aah,love!When we talk about love,we always refer it to a person right?Well to me there's many kind of love.Of course I experience love for a person but today I want to talk about me love for a place I went last week.As I said in my last post I will blog about it today so here it is.I went to Koh Lanta,Thailand that day.It is way beautiful.No words can describe the beauty.I ate mango rice.Haven't try?Next time you go to Thailand you should really try.I highly recommended.Its so good you will want more.:)Well words best describe in pictures right?So here are some to feast your eyes .Enjoy:)

kiss kiss bang bang

made of pandan leaves!!

Three words,eight letters

2008-12-31T06:15:00.000-08:00

Iam home!!At last.Well I didn't really tell where I went.I actually went and celebrate christmas in Thailand.Wow a beautiful place.Never cease to amaze me.It still gots its charm.Well went there 4 days and 3 nights.You know what??I haven't upload the pics yet so I will post about it in my next post.

Again,WOW!New year.I am not entirely sure whether I want a new year.Actually this year had been a disastreous year for me.I lose some stuff and in the same time I did gain some experience.Although it doesn't end badly,I am pretty sure its the worst year ever.You know how kids use to say,''I wanna grow up fast.''?Yeah I said that too.But when I really experience being a teenager,I really wish I taken back my words and I wish I would stay forever young.THATS a dream come true.No fuss no drama no nothing.Just eat,sleep,play and shit.Seriously,parents make it seem so easy to be an adult.But truthfully I can see in their eyes as I grow up there is pain and stress.I know one day when I grow up I will somehow end up like that.After all,life s a cycle.Always the same routine no matter what path you take.It is so sickening.I just wish something different would happen.Something better.

I really been through a lot this year and I learnt from it but I got a feeling I will make the same mistakes again.Its just unavoidable.I did cried a lot this year.Old habits die hard.Sometimes there are words that cut deeper than any blades could ever cut.I know some of you did go through this kind of things right?I did choose a wrong path once but I never did think about the consequences and when it all comes to a bad end,I think back and I blame myself.Who else can I blame?I choose this path,I must face the consequences.Its just the way it has to be.

But I do have my I-love-it part also.And those are with all my friends.I just want to say I really am happy to have friends like this.Couldn't have ask for a better one.I really appreciate them.From being there for me to be my shoulder to cry on.So I am so proud to say they are my kawan baiks.:)Love you.

Conclusion,One of my best and worst year ever.Best because I really did gain experience about being a teenager and worst because truthfully I really hate the pain I felt.But I am going to change it.I am going to live my life to the fullest like nobody's bussiness.My mission possible 1.New year get ready here I come.

Happy New Year.Posting this at 12midnight.

Sincerely yours,

Riss:)

Three words,eight letters

Love is timeless.

I want to be like that.:)

Tell me something I don't know

2008-12-23T03:46:00.000-08:00

I am starting to read Twilight again.I just love the way Edward talks to Bella.So sweet and so drool-worthy!!Well as before,once read won't be able to stop reading.It is so addictive.And I feel the book is way way better than the movie.But if you haven't read the book yet than the movie definitely is nice.:)

And my suspension is finally over.I almost didn't make it but *ta daa* I did.*proud*Okay..I should explain.Well,you see in October my phone bill turned out to be so high.RM129.45.Yup.So its way overlimit and my mummy decided to suspend me from phone usage for 2months.And now its over,over and over.Now I won't be using my phone much except for important stuff.Well didn't really do much nowadays.Just sit in front of the computer and online and download song.You should really hear I miss you by Miley Cyrus.Its so freaking nice.

Thats about all.I will blog soon.I am going to thailand soon.Yeah i know,i know who want to go Thailand at this time with all the politics stuff.Well it seems like the person is my family:).Well well this should be fun.*evil*Just kidding.Ta ta.

Joey's taggie:)

2008-12-22T05:54:00.000-08:00

a) State 15 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
b) The 10 people I tag are to then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things or habits or little known facts.
c) No tag backs.

1.Like the title say..I am weird!!

2.I am very very fat

3.I eat milo powder sometimes:)

4.I cry too much*hee hee*

5.I wake up at 12noon almost all the time

6.I can't stand being alone

7.I am a bitch!:)

8.I don't know how to float

9.Have no plans for the big future

10.Stuborn and annoying

11.I like to spend money*cha ching*

12.I think everyone dislike me

13.I don't think before i talk

14.I watch Ben10:)

15.Very clumsay!!

I tag:
1.Brenda
2.Sandy
3.Priya
4.Nabilah
5.Navjit
6.Ismah
7.Sharlyn
8.Shashfiny
9.Kelsey
10.Ashiqin

Ismah's tag:)

2008-12-21T06:35:00.000-08:00

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions.
Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.
Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What is it that bothers you the most?
emotions

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
eat :D

3. What is the motto of your life?
don't really have one.Just go with the flow:)

4. What will you do when you're feeling angry/disappointed with someone?

Nothing,I guess.

5. What is the most important thing to you?
Family.God.Him.Them:)

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
In some way,yes.In other way,no.

7. Are you afraid of pain?
explain pain.

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
pack my stuff

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

already did.:)

10. What is your favourite website currently?
Blog Blog Blog !

11. What is the question that you can't find an answer?
I s there such thing as forever?

12. Do you think friendship is more important than loveship?
definately

13. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
ice cream

14. If you will die after today , what will you do ?
what can I do?

15.If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?

nothing.I love me just the way I am.

16. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
I don't know

17. What is the one thing you hate about yourself?

crying like shit

18. If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
my parents

19. Can you survive this world?

Most probably not.

I tag:

1.Brenda

2.Joey

3.Illa

4.Ashiqin

5.Sandy

6.Eda

7.Navjit

8.anyone:)

A smile a day:)

2008-12-21T05:55:00.000-08:00

It's good to finally blog again but I am losing all my bloging skill.I feel like I can't write anymore.It's so weird but I will give it my best shot.:)Holidays are ending soon and school is just around the corner.I really can't wait to go to school again.I just don't want to be lonely at home.Well not exactly lonely,lonely as in socially lonely.Okay I don't really get it myself. This,so far,had been a horrible holiday in many ways.Not entirely but yeah you get the idea.

To tell you the truth,me myself also been pretty wreck emotionally,mentally and also physically.Emotionally because something and something and mentally because I don't know and physically because I been eating non-stop.Turning into a fat-ass soon.:)I really am glad I am going on a vacation in 3 freaking more days.All I need for clearing off my mind and starting fresh with a new state of mind and also relaxation.I will blog about it soon!!:)Yesterday went to metro prima and have lunch and do some shoe-shopping(4 mummy) and also school stuff.Anyways,during lunch yesterday my brother tried to take a sip from his drink but he cannot suck it because the straw got a hole.So my daddy ask my brother to give him the drink so he could check mana tahu the drink *splash* all over my daddy clothes and pants and theres colouring so you could really see the staining on his pants and clothes and not to mention soo sticky.Soo he drag me with him as a cover for the stain*hee hee* to buy new clothes.Well luckily he brought me if not God knows how his taste is.He look so cute with the stain all over his pants.Just like a clumsy old man.:)No offence,daddy.Well after that we went home.

We watch 'The sharkboy and lavagirl' and he as in Taylor Lautner is so freaking hoot!!Also play in Twilight as Jacob Black*drool*.Well watch over and over again because my brother keep on rewind and forwarding the whole time.But I don't mind though*smile*.

Well today went you tube to watch Twilight.Especially the baseball scene.The way Alice Cullen pitch is like damn hot.The way her toes point.And Edard is just soo...*drool*.Speechlees in his presence.And watch the kising scene where they cut in the cinema.Well I don't think it is as romantic as the book express it.I want to watch Twilight again.Please somebody bring me to the cinema again.Anyone??:)

Tagged by Joey:)

2008-12-18T07:15:00.000-08:00

01. Compose a list of your top 15 sexiest famous men.

02. Collect one picture of each guy on your list.

03. Post them in your journal.

04. Tag 15 people to do the same.

1Orlando bloom

2.Alex

3.Josh Duhamel

4.Gaspard Ulliel

5.Zac efron

6.Jesse Metcalfe

7.Chad Michael Murray

8Penn Badgley

9Chace crawford

10 Pierce brosnan:)

11Ed westwick

12 Milo Ventimiglia

13David Beckham

14 Ashton kutcher

15 Taylor lautner:D A.K.A. J acob Black

i tagged everyone

2 am and still awake!!:)

2008-11-28T10:15:00.000-08:00

hey people!!This is just gonna be a short one since its a friggin' 2am and I am sleepy.BUT this will be only chance to blog since I am at my aunty house and she allows me to use the comp but there won't be much to say anyways.God,my daddy is never going to fix the computer.humph!!Well its been a friggin' boring holiday.I haven't been able to go anywhere.I just laze around at home.Thank God I get to go Penang and my cousins are all here.Yeah!!I miss my kawans so much!!I haven't talk to most of them.Only been talking to Joey.And I miss him so so much!!I also can't wait to watch Twilight.:)So someone pick a date and lets get going already.Yup pretty much that is all for now and I will try to blog as soon as possible.ASAP.Till then,hugs and kisses...:)

Funny??Embaressing??What do you think??=D

2008-11-17T04:34:00.000-08:00

You know what??I am going to write about one of the best time I had in school.One which is going to be embaressing and funny.Well all I could remember was it was a Monday and as like any school day BUT not until recess.It was a rainy day and I was assigned to duty in the canteen.So while I was talking to Saresh and moving backwards I knocked into some kid who was holding a bowl of hot freaking curry mee.Yeah and I felt hot,hot soup on my body but I though it was just a little splash until I looked at the splosh and I realized it was much more than that.It was on my half side of my skirt.Not to mention one side of my backside.Yeah pretty embaressing.So I wanted to go to the toilet and in front of the toilet stood there was my lovely kawans(Joey and Brenda=D).So I went towards them and show them and they were like,"What happened?What happened??,"So I tell them the story.Then came Ruth and I had a little shower at the field.Well you see,I am too smell to wear that clothes again so we went around school finding for teacher to get extra clothes.And I was walking around school barefooted with Joey behind me with the balloon pump trying to dry of the soaked skirt I had on.Wonder why Joey had a balloon pump??Well you see she is getting ready the games for the prefect training game.=DSo I got to admit she look so cute trying to pump it to dry it.Then everyone I know keep on asking the same question about why I am barefooted and why I am wet.So I tell them the whole story again.Finally I found teacher and she gave me the clothes and I went and change.The white shirt was so freaking BIG.The pinafore was just about the right size.I kinda looked a little weird with the black shoues on.And it didn't help that we had assembly after that and people looked and teacher asked about it.Well it was a torchering time because my kawans get to push me around as a student.But I really enjoyed that day a lot.So then school ended and I saw Nervando and his kawans.=)He gave me this gravitti that he did to me and it was beautiful and just...Well I just like it.Its awesome.So Joey,Brenda and Ruth you want to see it right??Here goes the awesome one.=D

Well a little blur but you can see it!!

Thanks a lot,Nervando!!!ily=)

Port Dickson!!=D

2008-11-15T02:04:00.000-08:00

You know what?Forget about the post yesterday.It was just plain dumb and stupid.My emotion take over me.But I don't want to talk about it and I want to start fresh from scratch.The emo-ish part is gone.You heard me??GONE.Well I want to post about my trip to Port dickson.Went there for my mummy and daddy company's function.Well my daddy 's function was strictly staff only so we mostly stick to my mummy's function which is fun family day. Woke up at around 10 am and get ready.Stop by a few place before our journey to Port Dickson.Reach there about 2pm and rest in the room for about two hours before going down and play some family game.And I might add in involunterily since I was sick and partly because I don't want to embaress myself in front of my mummy's friend but end up being force to play almost all the game.After that went back to the hotel and get ready for the night event which is the barbeque/buffet dinner.It was delicious with a capital D.=DAfter that take a walk alone at the beach.It was the best walk I ever took alone.So far.The beach was so windy and peaceful it was almost as if I was in my little own world.The feeling was undescribable.Went back to the hotel at around 11pm.

Next morning have to wake up early AGAIN.It was around 7.30am went I left the room for breakfast.Didn't have any apetite to eat since I woke up to a worser case of flu.Then went and take a walk at the beach again.Then the rain started to pour and all of us ran back to the hotel and get ready to go home.Check out about 11am.So here are some picture that I took while I was there.Didn't get any sceneries though.

she's hot=)

too much.YOU know I do.=)

good lighting huh??

Happy??Emo??Confuse??Which one is it??=/

2008-11-14T06:04:00.000-08:00

Yeah yeah I am finally able to blog.I know,I know crazy huh??But I haven't been bloging in a while.Well one thing for sure is that this entry won't be sweet.First things first,apologizing season.Yeah that is right.I want take a time out to apologize to all my friends for either hurting or violated you guys in any ways that is possible and however i am capable of.I know certain things i say might have hurt not one but maybe a whole freaking lot of them.When i say freaking i mean it good.I also want to apologize to the person i love so freaking much too.When i say freaking it means a whole lot.=D Well I might hurt you and I am sorry if i didn't realize it.Well I know that I should think over my action before doing it but knowing me I will be just doing something and end up hurting someone in that process.When i come to know it I am scared it will be too late.No turning back.No...second chance.And I really don't like to think it that way.God,am I screwed up.So I want to apologize for my actions and behaviour.So SORRY!!X100

Well I am done apologizing now I want to talk about what is going on in my head lately.No,no make it today.Well I feel a little happy,a little anxious and a whole lot of mixed up emotions.Yeah.Man U is on tonight so make that a little tense up about the score.Back to topic.Well actually I have not particular reason to feel like this.Well I do have a reason for feeling like this but its much too personal though(sorry!).Well emo all day and even my aunty notice it since I wasn't my usual self but I just shrugged it off and say some excuse so that she wouldn't worry much and besides I am not up to the soal siasat she might launch towards me.I am scared I some how will break down in front of her.Totally off-guarded.So I was avoiding the whole family and pretend to be sick which I am but just faking it to be a more serious type of sickness which they buy.And so I was sitting down on the bed and suddenly a tear fell down my cheek----totally off-guarded----and I was wondering to myself why am I torchering myself??Why am I doing this again??Going thru the same freaking prosedure I have gone thru and have once vow not to do it again.Vow not to ever get myself hurt again. Well I don't know what is my freaking problem.I have great family,great friends and also great...... yah YOU get the idea.When I think back at my stupid and plain dumb emotions and behaviour I realise I was actually acting like that because I am scared.I AM scared good things never last.In fact they never do.I was pretty much scared to lose all of the freaking good friends I have and well including YOU.You don't know how it would feels like.For this people would I without hesitation take a bullet for and make that a bom too.That is how much this wonderful people are to me.I know,i know it is silly to think like this and in fact this is why i wrote it here because knowing them they will scold me for thinking like this.Trust me they can be scary.=)But you see I love this people so so so much and in fact undescribable for YOU.Haha good anxiety for those who are reading this post.Yup wonderful people.That odd to do the work.Well I am perfectly fine now and can never get better and I can't wait to hear someone's voice again.I am back to my usual self.How perfectly odd can blogging make me in a better mood.I am so gonna sleep in peace tonight mainly because I am on drugs(medicine) and that I just felt the emoness weighing out of my shoulder.I am gonna not think about this stuff for in a while.And I am g0nna sleep and sleep and sleep like a pig since I don't have to study anymore.Well unless daddy who will be willingly bring me to the cinema and that would be a whole lot better for mood-improvement.

This has been a long post and I am so glad you are still reading my crapping.Really you don't have to because I might not be able to stop myself from continous blogging if I weren't so sleepy.Well that is all and once again sorry for everything I did and thanks for everything you did.It means a lot to me.=DWell tomorrow I will post about my trip to Port Dickson and along with some pictures if possible ok.And updates on my passing birthday.Soon!!Well I am out.Bye!*wink*

Speechless is it!

2008-10-19T01:33:00.000-07:00

Well this so going to be long.Lets talk about yesterday first.On the 18th october 2008 we prefect have a prefect training.Well it was fun and as the prefect knows,it was torchering and challenging as well.I would like to thank Ruth,Shash,Saresh and also Joey for organizing a such wonderful prefect training.They gone through so many stress.I remembered when Ruth and Shash was talking about pizza stress and drink stress.Although it is funny but i can see they put in so much EFFORT in this prefect training and i want to say i really appreciate and touch for everything they done for us,prefect-ies.Once again,thank you so much!!No i mean thank them so much.:)Then we eat pit-zza and eat so many other stuffy.Ashiqin brought chocolates.So i take(not steal:)) chocolate and you know hide it.(shhssss)Then after helping a small part in cleaning and then went and wait for my mummy outside and i saw Nervando,Syahmi and also Ridzuan:) outside across the street on the basketball court so i went and greet them then play with Nervando's phone.It is an awesome phone.I think it is a new model(sweet!).Then well i couldn't resist to eat my chocolate so start to chomp and chew on them.Not to mention i help cleaning up by bringing home a bottle of Pepsi;).hehehe!!So i was the last to went home.But it wasn't all that boring because i was listen to songs through my phone.Was kinda(a lil' bit) emo-ing and enjoying a lot too!!But i am sooo okay right now.Then at night my daddy order pit-zza again and i was about to gag of too much pit-zza.Maybe it should be pit-stop for me.Anyway i guess that is all for the day.Nothing much.

Now move on to today or should i say doomday.Well woke up at 11am.I know,i know its late but so what??You should enjoy every freaking sleeping minute of your sleep.Well that's it until exam.Went down and wasn't greet by anyoune(hummphh!).So lets fastforward to the part why i say it was doomday.Well i check my phone bill and it was a freaking RM129.25 and so i freak out.Because of a)it was overlimit(the limit is RM50 only!!) and b)its gonna get cut off.So i played it casually and ask my mum,''What if my bill is more that RM100 plus?'' and then she replied,''I will suspend your sim for 2months.'' So then i was kinda happy that she said SUSPEND.So i tell her that my bill is a freaking RM129.25 and she start my suspension today but the best part is that i get to keep the sim but not use the creadit so people if i don't reply your sms no hard feelings okay??But then again my mummy she blurted out the truth to daddy and he give me that hard stare athat say you-so-did-not-do-that and said,''Cut line!'' and i just look at him sadly and went upstairs but i hope my mummy will tell him not to but knowing her she won't side me.So i guess that is it.A no-no phone for me.But i hope the chance is still there.So here i am blogging about the shit i am in right now.Its not that i mind getting my line cut but theres a reason why i need it so much.The way for me to maintain stuff the way it is.But to those who know me,there is always something up in this head to think of something to do.So people watch out!!I am about to strike again!So that is it for now.bye bye:)
btw,Day 1 and still counting till 2months.

P.S Pleasex100 pray i don't get the line off!!=)

drama much?Think again!

2008-10-11T05:24:00.000-07:00

Ever wonder what its like to have a drama queen in the house?Well wonder no more because i am here to tell you what its like.There will be dramas(duh!),fights as in catfghts(meowrr!),cursings and more dramas.Well here is how the story goes.Why i decided to blog about my drama queen sister.Okay,at first i was talking on the phone(secretly) in the middle of the night and she was there because we share the same room.So when i off the phone her face expression was like,''i am going to tell mummy.'' So i was like please don't tell mummy i make late night calls.So i tolerate with her drama queen(or should i say bitchyness?) for a while so she won't say anything to them as in my parents.But after only one day when we were talking(me and daddy) she go and BLURT out my secret.Wanna know why i freak out over this??Because I been on the phone very often nowadays so my parents kinda warn me about toooo much usage of phone and they even threatened me they will cut my line means no phone,no gossip,no camera,no songs,no entertainment AND mostly no life.Tell me how can i not be pissed off?

AND for your information she also call me cow,elephant,doofus,crazy,geek and also whatever.She barely knows what those means.Well except cow and elephant.And she just shoot me hurtfully.Ouch!She barely respect me.Oh make that never respect me.I was defeated by a 7-years-old girl.Well i might not be defeated if i was able to use all those bad words BUT i respect my parents and also her.(I can't believe i just say i respect her)So now currently ain't talking to her.You know when she was 6-years-old,my cousin bought her a shirt that says 'I AM A DRAMA QUEEN' and i will find the shirt and take picture and someday i will put it in the blog because currently i can't upload any picture soon.

Well that is all.I am sorry i babble too much.Thanks for listening to my complaint.I just need to let out my feelings because i had no where else to let out.If you find this offending tell me okay?But i will not do anything(honestly,sorry).This will most probably be my last post until exam is over so BIG toodles to people out there.Love you.

Wed-nes-day!!!

2008-10-01T06:37:00.000-07:00

Shit!I am kinda addicted to bloggie already.Honestly,i don't really have much to talk but i got this urge to blog so here i am blogging bout today.Oh to the malays:Happy Hari Raya.Today everyone in my house woke up at around 7.30am in the morning.They really don't have holidays spirit.Well i woke up at that time too but too tired so end up sleeping again until 10.30am.So went down stairs and saw mummy talking to the Maxis people about the suplimentary line she might get me.But then again she most probably won't be anyways because she thinks i only sms and don't study.Well to tell you the truth i never study until 1 week before the exam then only i start my study. Then sulked for at least a minute then she anounce that we are going to The Curve so i got all spiritual again and get dress up.

Well,firstly sent daddy to the club because he want to play golf.Then went to The Curve and once i saw the sale in Brands Outlets i ran inside and start to find nicely discount pants.And also clothes.End up getting 2 pants,1 skirt and also a t-shirt.The shirt is kinda sexy.Its like in frontlike any normal t-shirt and then at the back you can get a full view of my back so kena wear singlet so no sexy back for me.Then when to Ikea,walk around a litle and i got my eyes on this cute table lamp and i want it.its blue and opposite of it there is a pink lamp so my sis and i fight.I can't bare to see another pink stuff everytime i open our closet.I don't hate pink just that the colour give me headache.Anyways none of us get it.:(So went home and try on the clothes and bla bla bla.Watch Disney Channel Game 2008 and saw the hot disney channel hottie and start cheering for them and for the first event BLUE team won(take that the kunings,merahs and hijaus).Then went to this vegetarian restaurant to have dinner.It is totally gross but luckily got side dishes which is not veggie.I see my parents eating it can seriously make me puke.For the veggie lover,no offence.

Then came home,change into my jammies and online and blog.So basically,that is all.I really apreciate those who ACTUALLY reads my crap.Thanks!I am so touch.(tears)haha just kidding(the tears part).Anyways i am so glad Joey's home.Can finally talk to her and then again she will be studying.Nevermind i will be talking to someone else. So now got to go and watch CSI:).Tata and good night.

PS. Sorry won't be updating pictures sooner.Will do so soon.

Weeee!!(in a happy funny way)

2008-09-30T06:52:00.000-07:00

Oh my godd!!I am so sorry i didn't post any bloggie..My computer kinda kena virus because of me.=)i download to many songs and end up getting more than i want.But i was not blame.hahaha!!I never thought i would say this but i miss blogging so much.

Firstly,i want to wish the malays a very happy Hari Raya.To illa,ikan,eda,aisyah,sarah,ismah,asma,liyana, i am sorry if i pernah say something or do anything mean to you guys.You people mean the world to me tau and have and awesome raya people.I also want to apologize to all my non-malays friends for anything i do or say that might hurt your feelings i truly apologize.To my kawans(JBR(: ),i am so sorry for things that i do or say i just don't mean to hurt you.I love you.God,this things are making me tearing.

Okay,my post for last week:

The first few days of that week was quite dreadful and also wonderful.I know,i know you will be thinking what is she saying??Well lets just say sometimes i get what i want and i lose something valuable to me.I was freaking sad in the day and i was freaking happy at night.I don't know why i feel like this also you know.It is so .....weird!But,in the end of the day,things work their way out and i guess i am happy in the day nor night.:)I am so glad to be there for the people that need me.And i also been crapping a lot with Brenda-honey!!God,i love her so much.Trust me she is so lovable and not to mention have pretty soft skin.=)Oh ya,on the last day of school before school holidays,we the immature prefect play in the rain.It is a wonder that i didn't fall sick.Poor Shash and Sandy kena pour water on.Ruth and i was like,''Lets scram before kena pour water on,''.And joey also kena push to the rain.Fyi,i hugged illa,joey,ruth,brenda, and also ikan.Muaxx babe!(not gay)

Okay,my post for the weekend:

I went to 1u on saturday.Went and bought 2 gorgeous shirt from F.O.S. .It was kinda cheap.60 bucks for 2.Then went MPH(not that mental hospital) and bought freaking many books.I also bought Twilight you were talking bout Joey.You can borrow after i am done.I also bought the ashleys books.Good recommendation guys.And i wouldn't miss buying archies.I am kinda a Archies freak.(shy!)Then when home was totally exhausted so went bed earlier.
The next day,i went and pluck the weeds in my small garden but i just finish 1 bag of weeds.Actually,this ain't charity work.I was offer 20 bucks to clear out the garden.Firstly,i put sunblock(i know such bitchyness but i can't be any darker than i am now).Start my job,start plucking here,plucking there and plucking everywhere.Then theres this place at the side of my garden i try to pull out the weeds but the roots is kinda firm to the ground so i pull and pull and then came out the whole patch of ground.Guess what i saw?Freaking earthworm moving everywhere so i just put the patch of thing down and run inside and wash my hand and sit down the way i should have been doing.I waste the sunblock for nothing.Just use it for 5 freaking minutes.Once the weeds is clear and earthworm-free i am going to sun-tan there!!heehee!!

Okay,my post for this weeks:

On Monday,nothing much really happen just crappin with my cousin.Use her computer to online.On myspace and barely know how to use it.Oh ya,thanks Nervando for helping me buatkan.:)Honestly,i don't even know freaking how to use.Just know how to sign in,look at ppl profile and also log out.How dumb!!Always been,always will be.

Well today,my parents came and pick me from aunty house and then when i first enter the car,i saw a box where went you bought a handphone so i thought it was for me but it turns out to be my dad's one.The reason he bought another one is because his current phone jatuh in the toilet bowl.So smart.Anyways it is a w380i.Was kinda jealous because the sound system was effing good.Anyways,luckily i got good news also.I am/might get a new number which is a 012 so i can sms cheaper.My number now is making my parents money flying like mad.Its all my fault!Again!(embaressed)But i am goin to appreciate the new number am/might be getting for my birthday.Somehow i wish my birthday is not going to be on Deepavali day because people will be wishing me Happy Deepavali instead of ,''Hey ris,Happy Birthday''.Well i hope it doesn't suxx!Oh ya,not to mention near exam date.Stupid!Not you people!Now i am blogging,friendster-ing and also lately myspace-ing.But i still prefer to blog because it feels good to let it all out.Besides,i can read my kawans feelings also.

I am so sorry because i won't be updating any pics sooner.I also not really sure whether i can online that much for exam is coming real soon.I also can wait to watch Kami The Movie,HSM3 and also Mamma Mia.Please,please do recommend me more best show,okayy??

Well thats it for now,till i blog again.Bye people.

Thanks for the MEMORIES

2008-09-17T05:25:00.000-07:00

Guess what time i woke up today??Well 10.30am its not that late right?My cousin say,''Wah, now only wake up,'' then he shake his head and act as if i did something bad.Well what i can do?I just stood there and smile because its true.When to school at 12.00noon.Saw my kawans Zoul,Syahmi and Nervando.:)Talk to them for a while and also mess with all of their bag(sorry) and saw their grafitti.Was impress though.Not bad,not bad!!

When for spot check,i was spotcheck-ing 1Jujur then in the end there stood Punitha.Then Ashiqin was like,''i am not checking her," and i say;"me too!,".So we go around and dare ppl as in prefect to spot-check her.And our hero Joey(a.k.a. Young Thoughtful Needed) did the deeds.Well actually Joey just gave her orders and she just do it so then again no thanks to YTN.Well i actually feel pity for her that she don't really have friends.She is a nice girl.But what to do?Go back to class and do BM.After that when for this ceramah.Illa was talking so loud and then Puan Teng was like,"You are all very noisy," then we keep our mouth sealed for a while.Then in the dewan we make noise again.I sat with Shiqin-ikan and Joey was sitting with Illa.They were doing JY LOVE ILLA using tack-it.Then Ashiqin was like lesbo.We also wrote on the paper losers and show them.Well we call Joey loser and she turn behind so we laugh again.Luckily Illa never turn behind.To Joey:Next time don't turn behind when we don't mention your name.Then Illa wrote perasans on a paper but we know already so we never look and pretend we are blind.Then ceramah habis already and definitely Illa and Joey have to take out the tack-it from the table.Me and Ashiqin was like,"ha-ha yours doesn't last long and ours is permanent(we wrote on the paper),".Then we call them POP-POT.So it sounds like kentut.Well no wonder they are the busuks,kan Ashiqin?Then go back class for maths and Mr.Yap the Maths panitia was there to check our books.Teacher was nervous and i don't understand what she says coz she biasanya talk malay.So after Maths when to KH and kena nag from Pn.Janah.Humphh!Don't know why lar she always nag!Small but scary.When recess after that and as usually dutying at canteen.Before dutying,went to toilet and meet Ashiqin on the way there and I was like,"Emergency!," and she say,"Oh,i saw something leaking,".How bad of you!Then for PJ, Shash come and tell me something but i don't find it shocking.Talk to Joey about stuff.And thanks for always be there for me.Brenda look so happy running on the field.So hawt and atheletic lar my babe.Then talk,talk,talk to Joey and Ruth(a.k.a. Rasional Thoughtful) about clothes and dress.I must shop for more dress.Bell rang and went back to class for PS.Then come down again and sit at Pokok Cemerlang.Talk to Ruth,Shashfiny and Sandy.Talk about stuff.Then reach home and saw my mummy then she go and ta-pau ba ku teh for us.So sedap!Took some picture as usual.

upside down!

the Khongsuwans

(see this Joey)

do they?

so adore-able!

FYI:ILLA TALKS TO HERSELF ALL THE TIME AND SHE IS A LIDI!!!

2008-09-16T06:09:00.000-07:00

Firstly,i want to wish Nickee Happy Birthday!!Didn't really wish him properly.Sorry!!

When and jaga Tangga 5 with Brenda-honey(thanks for temaning me) for 12.45 duty.We talk about so many stuff.It so good that i finally get to know Brenda better.She is a Brilliant Hawt Loyal Young.Oh she is so adorable.That goes to my kawans that had always been there for me.I just love to say it all the time.It kinda makes me rekindles my cinta to them.I know i am crapping again.=)When to class and continue crapping with my friends.The rest of the studying period was pretty boring.Came home and check my e-mails and i saw something rather nice and i want to show you so i decided to put it in my post for today.Here goes my discover.=)

One song can spark a moment,
One flower can wake the dream.
One tree can start a forest,
One bird can herald spring.
One smile begins a friendship,
One handclasp lifts a soul.
One star can guide a ship at sea,
One word can frame the goal.
One vote can change a nation,
One sunbeam lights a room.
One candle wipes out darkness,
One laugh will conquer gloom.
One step must start each journey,
One word must start each prayer.
One hope will raise our spirits,
One touch can show you care.
One voice can speak with wisdom,
One heart can know what's true.
One life can make the difference,
You see, IT'S UP TO YOU

Honey Star,Apple Pie

2008-09-14T07:11:00.000-07:00

What can i write about today??Actually nothing much really happen.Just lock myself in the room and just get away from everything,you know..But everytime i do that i tend to flashback to how things use to be.Right now,it seems like everything is changing big time.I don't even know where i stand right now.I may seem happy at school but when i get home things start to get different.Tears star pouring and feels like i am all alone in this tiny world i live in.

It seems like i can only find peace in the temple and in my mp3.Somehow the chanting of the monk really make me relax and for a second i stop thinking bout all the things i am facing.So does the music chanting.Been doing a lots of chores,it helps me keep my mind busy..at least.Been taking lots and lots of random pictures nowadays.Maybe in some ways it describe me and maybe not.

=)

thanks,Ashiqin!!

=)

my old levi

I was born to tell you I Love You

2008-09-11T07:10:00.000-07:00

I hugged Illa!!(This is for you Illa.Love you)

She,you and me.

2008-09-08T05:20:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i went to Joey's house to finish the finishing touch(actually alot more) for our Sivik project.Reach there at around 12noon.Then we start doing the project and finish up everything about 3pm.Joey is a really good decerator so all the papers are from plain to fab.(You own me 1 Joey,complimentaries for you!)

After that we actually plan to emo about our life but then my kawan(ily!) want to take picture so we start to be each others mirror.We took a lot of retarded picture but the picture i took of her was nice because my camera lighting is very nice and no doubt Joey has good angles.So her goes all the pictures.Enjoy!

she is gearing up

she gets better

hotter!!

fabbier!!

booom!!she nailed it!picture perfect!

she came from australia

mama=kangaroo baby=Joey=D

random!chiak!

what is this??

spongey is square

i hate this

she rather kissed the wall!=(

fine!i hug the wall then..

she will be my mirror
(read joey's blog to)

ehhh,mana kawan saya??

hear no evil..

smell no evil..

think no evil..(hers is more like shooting)

speak/kiss no evil...

close your eyes!!

upside down!!she is a wonder!!

half of the love..

i love this..random but natural

she camouflages again!!

see that?the phone!!

kangaroo no looky=(

there is a glass in between

i peep..but she saw me!!

delicious huh?i try it=)

Lastly,i would like to thank Joey for the wonderful day.And i want you to know that i am so glad to have you(and all of you ppl) as my friend.Thanks for being there when i needed you and i also wanna say that i couldn't pray for a better friend.I am really sorry if i ever say anything or do anything wrong that hurt you but i never meant all of those.You are also one of the reason i stay strong all along.From my crying buddy to emo time buddy and also my true buddy.I know i may not be perfect but i will be in my bestest thing i could be.I know i sound emo but this is how i really feel and i want you to know that so it could lighten you up.I know you been having a lot of problems and i may not be able to help but you can talk to me anytime.So if there is any crying episode,do call me and we will do it together ok??ily.(to Ruth,Brenda and others,this is for you too!)

Day in,Night out!

2008-09-06T06:46:00.000-07:00

Nothing much happen today besides the part where Ashiqin,Brenda and me disturbed Joey=).Well this is what happen....we we're talking about funeral and i say that rip is same as R.I.P. but Joey insist that rip is ripping paper and R.I.P. is rest in peace,so we say fine since she want it like that.So we started using punctuation to speak to her.Examples,"Joey comma how are you question mark'' then we all start laughing non stop again.Then she got angry and then she start laughing for no reason.But she so cute evendo she is angry.=)After that nothing much really happen.Go back home and wait for daddy to come home from golf.

BUT dinner was the best part for the day!We went to Secret Recipe.Well we we're this close to go to KFC but daddy change his mind.Love you lots,daddy! I ordered mushroom soup and chocolate milkshake(take that ,Joey!).Here are some pictures for you.So enjoy!

Mushroom soup(real heaven,Joey)

Cute huh?think again!

lovely

do we look alike?

Sorry,unrotated=)

i know this isn't his angle!

milkshake makes me wanna shakes(jk)

that is all for today=)

Zoom

2008-09-05T05:41:00.000-07:00

I Finally make a blog.Well i wish this kind of things can help me in letting out my problems.Today is not really a bad day but everyone seems to be emo-ing.Even the happy-go-lucky type of people like Bryan Teh also emo so i also emo like the rest of them.=)Nowadays kinda feeling a little bit down for no reason.

Well i know that i am not a good blogger but i really hope you wouldn't mind.I will write more in the future.Bye.=)